Unsolicited questions waiting for me to be answered constantly make my chest thud vigorously like it'll soon break my rib cages. Whether it be some trivial issues or just some random thoughts, I see myself struggling to find those drowned-inside-my-runoff-thoughts type of answers. To be outright honest, I can hardly think of clear-cut ways to arrive with a safe one.
Tonight, my kind fate ushered me to a serious confrontation. I literally beaded with sweat despite the cool and breezy night. My thoughts suddenly ran impoverish. At that moment, I wanted to just run away. I wanted my mind to shut down. I wanted my senses to go numb. But that didn't happen. The only words that unknowingly came out were:
"Hindi ko rin alam. I don't know how to explain things. Magulo."
I felt bad. For some reason, the feeling of thirst for answers wasn't something you'd be happy to feel. And, I knew that. I knew the person who asked me felt that way. I knew I failed to compensate the emptiness and the hanging sense.
I was dreadfully sorry.
3 comments:
Kasi you always want to arrive with a safe answer, hehe! Say it honestly. :)
Lol. Who wouldn't? Haha. xD I bet you're guilty of it too. Haha. Kiddin' :P
Hahaha! Guilty as charged. >_<"
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